Tuesday, October 28, 2008
i havent blogged yet about my recent conversation with my dad. actually its worth blogging about because 1) we actually talked about something important and 2) we fought.
My dad and i seldom speak with each other. Reason, simply because i leave our house too early and gets home too late. Yeah, i remember him saying, "Anak ng Puta, hindi na tayo nagkikita ah?" and yes, he never fails to utter PI in his casual statements...
the point is not actually me leaving too early for work, or coming home too late due to traffic, the point is that we dont actually live together. So kasalanan ko ba kung bakit hindi kami nagkikita lagi? and yes, my parents are separated since birth (haha, since i was three) and my dad has his second family na.
(ano ba yan, puro backgrounder ah?)
Yeah, he's from Mars, and i will not claim im from Venus because Im well aware that im not endowed with her beauty.. but i guess Mars is really that far from Earth...
My dad is too detached with my life. Our usual conversations revolve around Money. Like dad pengeng allowance, or anak may pera ka pa or something like, ang gastos gastos mo naman! and our recent "interaction" was something related to money, its about enrollment.
So i reminded Papa that its my enrollment na. He suddenly snapped and said:
"ha? enrollment na naman saan?"
"Sa school, san pa ba?"
"Ano, anak ng puta, di ka pa ba tapos? Lahat ng kasabayan mo nagwowork na, ikaw nag-aaral parin?!!!!!"
So ako parang ---->
"huh, eh last sem ko na kaya to, saka diba Papa, 2 course ko???"
"tsk, tsk, maling mali kasi eh, dapat tinapos mo muna ung isa, saka ka kumuha ulit ng isa..."
"papa, 2nd year pa kaya ako nagshift, bakit ngayon ka ang nagrereklamo?!!"
so ako naman sobrang asar diba...ano?! anong point mo papa? napapagod ka na bang pag-aralin ako, di dapat sinabi mo na... saka double major ako for god sake.. ano ba yan! buti sana kung lahat ng subjects ko binagsak ko kaya ako 5 years... eh hindi eh?!! i guess hindi rin naiintindihan ni papa yung grades ko in letters...
asar talaga.. sa sobrang kadetachan sa buhay ko, kahit ano nalang pwede isermon, sinesermon nalang sakin....
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pero the next day, nag bati na kami, nabwiset lang ako for a while...
